close my cabin I've ever done, but today we wanted!
Then, typically do not use LJ for personal issues, and any Scazzi several of my RL because I have another idea that I want to use us and certain things because frankly I do not like to share, boh, I hurt myself, but I find it hard, because I'm really bad about something, make it "public" get out and complain to others, rather I speak in your head for hours or even out loud if I'm alone, but with others is difficult.
tonight but I screwed it up very happily in this country and I decided that I wanted to write something, because I had a fantastic day, very nice indeed, with my whole family together (and it's almost strange to say because we have a situation so complicated that really be all in one place will not happen ever again in my first degree and is so beautiful but when we are that makes me weird) and my friends and everything went well, yes I was tired and everything but I was happy. Then it turns out that my little sister has erased virtually all of the pictures we did today at the ceremony and for most of the lunch, I tried to retrieve it, now I can not see them and I do not think I will never succeed. That is, my mother has done some beautiful pictures to everyone, all together, all happy and that idiot said yes to clear all: there and then I cried, I was furious and the beauty is that not I was not for me but for my sister who kept us so much, everything was perfect in every detail as he wanted, was fulfilled for the day, then it happens' is and what she did not even scream. I on the other hand I did both, but anyway.
In reality, however, I think I feel bad for anything but my father has left for Rome and probably will not see him for another month or maybe more and I'm shit. I'm so glad for him because it is the opportunity of his life, both for the work to be able to live as they want and how you deserve, but so far it will be tough and maybe I just realized today. I always considered a big shit all those stories of the series "My mother is like my best friend, I can tell you everything without any problems and not just because I with my not have a relationship like this: I always thought that between parent and child, however, there are constraints that hinder some topics but we say, things that as you are in confidence, however, tell a parent or listen to him is difficult. The absurd thing is that instead so I have a relationship with my father: tell him anything, the only thing that little man are things that as a dad I know he would not want to hear (and any number of fantasies ^_^), fanfiction even know of, although I never did read anything and I softened a moment the idea of slash, but for the rest I have no secrets with him, I can not. So stay here and do all the things we did together with other strange and will also think this is stupid because, well, then the changes are great, the show must go on, so is not looking back .
This is to say that for the CL matches will probably somewhere between the exalted and depressed because it was our thing ever, especially after last year, and in spite of hate can be so pathetic Maybe that will happen and I feel crap.
The post came in a rambling and Italian very questionable, but I needed and amen. Tomorrow morning I will have the milo dazzling smile and everything will be gone, but there is now and we'll keep! * Raves *
nPut this icon I wanted since I uploaded, I like it a lot and it is a moment that always makes me smile, despite the infinite sadness of the situation, pulling me a bit more 'on her. * _ *
